For You, Farewell (The Break Up)

As time elapsed I think about the time we had And where our memories live at You always seem to be at the roof of my head And it's no wonder why I'm an addict When I'm yearning for you Crazy how that same house is up for escrow Cause ya heart saying let's go Having second thoughts when the two of us Know I'm the best thing for you But no solid foundation My mental racing There's certain things in life I do That I just can't defend And yet still I'm empathetic not apologetic My skinnies bringing stubborness My ego takes the credit But to you I'm really sorry Hope you get the message Every time we link ya presence bringing me a present And I never was the one to liken Santa Clause But the blessing that you bring Makes me believe in heaven And somehow happiness misplaced inside abandoned calls My heart need insurance for the way that we progressing Cause you say you're finished first but always come for seconds You're the first thing on my mind but I'm second guessing So I let God take the wheel when we're driving reckless Got me obsessive on the way things that used to be Get you wet like rivers Your water falls so fluidly But when I fucked up and you cussed me out so fluently I know this shit cliche but I'm thinking it ain't you it's me A lot of times I've done made me some mistakes But I'm cocky I be thinking what she gon do Until she say farewell And I'm like where you going boo It's many reasons why I want you But I warned you I been a dog and ya heart is so mournful Going through decisions in your head cause you're scornful Now I'm speeding on 95 racing to the memories You cook a nigga breakfast after marathon of sexing Ya parents hated it but you loved it for the record Our love is verified And our hearts are blue checked in But there's changes to be made Damn I guess that's new perspective Why the madness The stuff that we was doing should continue everlasting Open up your car door And I put you in the passenger Tears slowly coming down your face Ain't driving fast enough Try to channel mine like an aqueduct Pull up to the crib Why the fuck you spazzing bruh Can't go to the restaurant cause you acting up You tell me I'm cold Why I ain't more passionate You lay on top of me I feel you smiling down I try to understand you But ain't on solid ground We was doing good Why you PMSing No one to talk to now you got your homies interjecting Damn You ain't learn your lesson It's a reason why your friends single and you ain't People never understand the strokes of Picasso They finally get the picture when he finished paint The reason why the canvas to our hearts is stained Took a shot from three like I'm at the Barclay's Stuck between a rock and a hard place Like do I mend this shit Or do I move and keep it pimping And I know you had a problem with me entertaining women But I know you know I loved you And I wish that things were different And I wanted us a family Give ya ass new acquisitions Like a home with the picket fence and plenty of children Funny how life really change though Head in the clouds cause nothing was the same yo Sometimes you just gotta let the pain flow Before I'm gone, I just wanna tell you