Callous

Welcome to my hell, it's positively real Only time will tell, all will be revealed I'm cyclic like the seasons Do it to death with reason I guess it's hard to tell Normality the treason Say goodbye to a full life, it's what you want, that's fine Mother asked more than once where you came from Well, decide It was somewhere else And of course someone else replied Cos I'm neither up nor down I'm neither here nor there I got so much shit to say But I just don't seem to care I'm living within these clouds That give me a different world I love them for keeping me safe But I just don't feel anymore I'll go out of my way to sit in this graveyard of names But don't be nihilistic a realist would say that it's great I'd say, I'd say it hits me in waves I wander with enticement and excitement through the wonders of my brain Till an instant of fear creates the change And everything relates Cos I'm neither up nor down I'm neither here nor there I got so much left to say But I just don't fucking care I'm stuck within these clouds They're giving me a different world I love them for keeping me safe But I just don't feel anymore I just can't, O, I just can't I just can't feel anymore Surrounded by the rested I'm lying here awake In my own bed is where I'll choose to stay The overgrowth is tangling it's like sticky spiderweb I can see the hierarchy of existence even in the dead Deep dark cavernous Floating ambient Dividing range never seemed so ravenous Daytime undermines night bird crazy shit Romantic notions never seemed so generous Wisps and wails of misten veils Erotic paper-thin wafer shaped into plateaus This scenery just seems to me the only one who's not a masochist