It Festers

Fall down then I get up I'm fucking sick, I'm sick of it I rise up eight and then I fall down nine I'm still learning from the first time Fall down then I get up I'm fucking sick I'm sick of it Hope is hopeless when no one gives a fuck about you I'm so far from the front line I'm taught to never give up I'm told to never be afraid of anything at all But every time I try every time I fail Tell me how to go on, when all I have is bad luck I can't give up I need to try again Not scared of failure scared of where I begin This life can't be only what I see There's got to be more for me I'll stay strong, I'll be brave I'll stay strong if I fall get up and try again I'll be brave never let defeat destroy my head I'm not scared to fail Cause It's all that I've ever known And it will never stop me From trying to get to the places I need to go Fall down then I get up I'm fucking sick, I'm sick of it Got one shot one chance to make things right Can't give up keep going toward the light I feel like I'm so far from the end Now I'm too close to the edge At times we're faced with challenges Sometimes we just don't understand But if you set something for yourself Can't stop, keep going till the end I won't stop, I'll keep trying When I start to drop and fall again I'll forget all the good I've learned Maybe the ground is made for me I won't stop, can't sleep can't breathe Maybe the ground is made for me I need to manage what I can't see Before it gets too late for me I need to cut something from life Cause inside something doesn't feel right The weakness feeds