Long Gone

Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond They blatantly praying on the downfall of MbFuego I guess its cuz of my music they envy They gotta let go of the 22 Ha I know that things empty So was my cold heart but I changed that and it helped me Seems like everyday my brain weather be misty that's ok I guess cuz that’ll change to breezy and windy I want to be known for writing real shit till I’m 60 I got that flashy flow like Biggie Nas Em and 50 But its kind of hard to rap when they trap another one of my homies I was trapped myself for the clueless OG’s who know me It was a hassle trying to get a pen and paper to write a lyric But I know inmates believed in me cuz they really wanted to hear it Them begging for a song to come out of my mouth kept things From going south now that they knew what I was about It was my way out of being left out I wouldn’t even have to be here right Now if I just took the right route Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond I've seen it first hand what its like getting worse and worse But now I take my turn to experience in the dirt Shedding tears of a fear that I have that life won't work How do I walk around when they look at me with a smirk Its time I'm moving on I'm done with people judging me ye I used to be different but I changed so they hold onto grudges How would they feel if I was the one who judges walking around confident Then people pass by with that deadly look in their eye I'd rather go the direction above and burn in hell than have To stay here on earth crying rotting in my shell Alone with nobody to cry and cry on their shoulders feeling boulders Hitting me very hard there's no point to be sober I'm glad I had someone to help me through all my pains When I sat there in my room with a knife when life was plain Stabbing myself at times where I felt the most insane Thinking suicide will save me from living another day Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond Dear Mama I’m in chains and I feel long gone I’ve been tryna swerve this pain but its not gone And I’m sorry I ain’t home to put this song on another murder Rest in peace to homie Dirk we lost a strong bond