Autumn Leaves

Autumn leaves November raining Earshot, teardrops on my windowpane It's been so long since I said your name It's like you're a distant memory I miss you endlessly But twelve years might as well have been a century I hope you found serenity And God grants you clemency This wasn't meant to be We never knew about Mental health issues Or your suicidal tendencies I was only 20, but still a child mentally Mentally scarred This shit affected me tremendously It didn't seem that way then But it seems that way now You took the easy way out You could've seen this play out Now you'll never hold your grandson He's got your son's blue eyes I promise he's so handsome How come you never said goodbye to the boys you raised? I love you pop, I just can't accept the choice you made I went through life thinking shit was all a breeze But things change like the seasons Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Things change like the seasons Autumn Leaves I went through life thinking shit was all a breeze But things change like the seasons Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Things change like the seasons Autumn Leaves Listen pop You'd be so surprised Eric's sober now Shit he almost died He's much older now He shouldn't kid himself That's why he's focused on his health He's got a kid himself Your father passed I told Denise we couldn't make Sent a gift to Bruce and David sorry but we couldn't fake it Cause since you left we don't really speak as much Or speak at all To keep it real, we don't keep in touch And mom is doing good She's retired now After 40 years shit'll finally quiet down And Kelley tied her down They're finally gonna tie the knot And me I'm still rapping, striking while the iron's hot Remember pop, when you bought me Pro Tools? And told me never stop? That's the greatest gift I ever got No cap, I just thought that you should know that The times they are a changing If only I could go back Until we meet again Things change like the seasons Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Things change like the seasons Autumn leaves I went through life thinking shit was all a breeze But things change like the seasons Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves, Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Things change like the seasons Autumn Leaves