Trial & Error

All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter I been down so much but I always get up and go I survive through whatever, yeah i'ma hood hero And I learnt my lil lesson to put no love in no hoe Cause she was fucking the hood while I was planning to grow Bring me back to them days we used to sit on yo porch Watch the gangstas and fiends walking around wit no hope I done seen what it do, that's why I can't smoke dope He done blew through a 100, when he could've got him some clothes Could've got him a coat But now he freezing in cold Cause he can't pay no bills And that's the life that he chose I know addiction is real And I feel bad for you bro And yo children right wit you What kinda shit is you on No I cant be that type of father figure I know what its like to have no father wit you But that shit make you a man when you got god wit you We all go through ups and downs life's a light switch But you control how you spark people around wit you All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter Dellwood that's where I'm from and that be all that I know Free Vaughn, he holding up, they got him locked down the road Hood story, when I see Jeff, he like, what more can I hold If I got it you know he got it cause I treat him like bro I love my niggas to the death of me Won't let you get the best of me I'm cutting all you snakes Man somebody pay me pester fees You wont regret, invest in me I'll take you to ya destiny Was down bad on my shit Screaming lord please, help me please I know some niggas who locked up who use to kill for real I know some niggas who switched up on they own brother for thrills How can you look at me and say you really feel me for real Don't know the shit that I been through, you just go off what you hear You gotta know just how it go cause they will kill you for tears You gotta know to play yo role and never ever show fear Never run yo mouth to hoes cause it'll touch every ear Never bend break or fold, I hope you hear me clear All I see is dark skies, I'm praying for some new weather Trial and error in life and i'ma get through whatever Can't go back to them days, I gotta change for the better Pray I don't go out cold, I'll probably die over jealousy And I know I ain't perfect but I pray my children are heaven sent R.I.P my grandma, I miss yo smell, it was lemon scent You can ask anybody that I won't change on you, never And if I go out cold than this is my hood letter Gotta know how it go Gotta know to play yo role Always stay 1 up because we all keeping score I know I always say it but I live by the code Always keep it solid, never bend break or fold