Anxious (feat. Figment & GhoulsAreReal)

Can’t get out of my bed Sleepless nights this ain’t paradise I’m paralyzed Can’t get out of my head Fearin’ strife he visit twice I’m seeing parasites Stuttering all of my words I ain’t in my brain I’m going insane I’m hard to maintain might as well be in a hearse Drowning in dirt all my feelings left the earth Static surrounds me feels like I’m dying still I am hiding inside of this curse I’m disturbed and I’m running out of words To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns They’ve returned the voices they emerge Now they’re burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved Lacerations now my mind is racing And I’m Searching for the vision like there ain’t no invitation Observation everything erasing Damn I’m so fucking anxious I’m so fucking anxious I’m so fucking anxious I'm out of patience wondering if I’ll make it This shit gonna’ break me thinkin’ they hate me I don’t know what they’re taking it’s frustrating Am I faking am I breaking am I hesitating Is it gonna stop or will it make that thang pop I don’t know why life passes by the voices inside criticize and hypnotize me Lost my mind several times stuck in a paradigm living now will I say goodbye I’m disturbed and I’m running out of words To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns They’ve returned the voices they emerge Now they’re burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved Lacerations now my mind is racing And I’m Searching for the vision like there ain’t no invitation Observation everything erasing Damn I’m so fucking anxious Killing my emotions with these pills and potions Terror rolling over me I’m drowning in an ocean See I’m bleeding when I look inside the mirror Screaming thoughts inside my head are tweaking Enemies are matching every move I’m making Thoughts are leaking out my brain and Forms are shrieking I’m insane I think I left the keys to the Batcave inside my veins Slash and poke them cauterize the wound that’s open Stop the blood from flowing with the ash I’m smoking Coupled with crippling questions a knife and some liquor will fix issues quicker Anxiety bleeds out my ears I can’t feel any feelings except in my liver Voices awaken got my mind earthquaking these questions got my mental shaking I’m drowning in downers down under dark tunnels I wonder how I am not breaking All these sleepless nights endless days I will not cave to the voices that Drown me inside of my brain They hold me hostage Get down Feeling all alone Outcast Stop the screaming Cannot focus every night I start to choke Losing hope Just take a hit to the lobe Tearin’ me up like a ghost Spittin’ me out like a joke But they cannot ever support me no I am lost pop another pill Pop a cap and swig it back Until I’m throwing up alone I’m disturbed and I’m running out of words To describe all of the pain that causes all of my concerns They’ve returned the voices they emerge Now they’re burning every hope and dream that I ever preserved Lacerations now my mind is racing And I’m Searching for the vision like there ain’t no invitation Observation everything erasing Damn I’m so fucking anxious