Blitzed

Let me back up, back up I been sipping from the wrong cup Getting blitzed on the wrong stuff Chilling with the wrong ones Tryna have the wrong fun Let me sit down, sit down I don’t recognise who’s around Chatting shit in a kitchen with anyone who’ll listen There until the suns out Drinking henny ‘til it runs out Hiding from my own house I’m not even making sense now Dunno what I’m even on about Late for work but I’m pranging out Pray to god he might bail me out But we’ve got beef so I’ve got my doubts Searching in the wrong place Find relief in the wrong ways Been sessioning for three days Can’t believe I let myself so messed up Get on a level in my worst state I really need to check my recklessness ‘for I lose face Honestly it’s no surprise Promise that I’ll stop but know that I’ll be telling lies Cause even when I’m calm there’s a chance that I’ll close my eyes And suddenly I’m right back ready to destroy my life Phone rings feel my heart jump In my throat feel a new lump A whisper in my ear saying I should not be here My conscience has a new bump A u-turn my mind takes Now I’m questioning my own fate A voice starts to cheer while I wrestle with the fear Remove it from my headspace Searching in the wrong place Find relief in the wrong ways Been Sessioning for three days Can’t believe I let myself so messed up Get on a level in my worst state I really need to check my recklessness ‘for I lose face Honestly it’s no surprise Promise that I’ll stop but know that I’ll be telling lies Cause even when I’m calm there’s a chance that I’ll close my eyes And suddenly I’m right back ready to destroy my life Honestly it’s no surprise Promise that I’ll stop but I know that I’ll be telling lies Cause even when I’m calm there’s a chance that I’ll close my eyes And suddenly I’m right back ready to destroy my life