Seasons Change

Yeah yeah Everything was all good just a week ago Or maybe couple years ago Seasons change, ain’t no tellin’ where the fuckin’ leaves’ll go Trees’ll grow Life, don’t nobody know the meanin’ tho People sayin’ everything just happens for a reason so Guess I’m, here for a purpose Put a couple songs out Hope some people purchase Tryna move to LA, they say it’s too expensive People value houses, but they don’t value friendships It’s kinda fuckin’ backwards Think I need the plaque first From everything I wrote inside this mothafuckin’ rap verse But alI I get adverse effects How does that work? I guess, Ironic how the luck of the draw is really sketch I think I need to take some time to start reflectin’ Hour phone calls with my best friends Shit is getting cold, so I’m ventin’ Lettin’ off steam Cause I’m pissed off from the droppin’ numbers of my streams Nobody get it, cause they ain’t livin’ like this I know by saying that shit, I’m soundin’ self righteous But I just wanna say that, nobody sees All the failure that I been through tryna make a masterpiece Now you gotta act casually Cause they don’t want you showin’ off your ego Man, you have to be Fake humble And they love you, if you do that Cause they don’t wanna see you happy gettin’ paid off rap Man, this whole fuckin’ world fake I can’t stand it I wanna fly away to space so I can change planets Somewhere far away and stay vanished I’m satanic, in the minds of the people That when I win, they panic If they can’t get it, I can’t have it too That the fucking attitude Constantly they mad you Dislikin’ all your videos Commenting you ugly and got shitty flows But they the one that’s livin’ really shitty tho Kinda ironic That they be fuckin’ sayin’ that they hate you But they be so obsessed that you swear they wanna date you This shit is more clear than some grey goose You probably trip Tryna walk a couple feet in they shoes And I ain’t talkin’ trippin’ like some quaaludes It’s the way it’s lace dude It’s too loose Think you got a screw loose Always watchin’ Hulu While days go by, like they waving to you And you too dumb to probably hear the words I’m saying to you This got me feelin’ really boxed in Tryna get my ass up outta Boston Constant underdog So I’m showing off my paw print Tryna get a dark tint On my windows so that they don’t see that I’m exhausted I’m getting too tired Imagine taking shots that everybody sayin’ you fired Bullet in chest, I’m in the ER with the tubes wired Situation too dyer Dropped a song about suicide, and they say “too fire” I don’t really think you listen to the lyrics You be lyin’ though your teeth and think that I can’t hear it Bro I’m talkin’ to your spirt, but you soulless I hope you girlfriend send your ass a bunch of roses Really feelin’ hopeless Start to lose focus Remind myself exactly what the goal is Cause lately I been flippin’, like a Razr Motorola I been strugglin’ just tryna get this weight up off my shoulders Shit is too heavy, getting too reckless I got a rope around my neck like it’s a new necklace I threw that shit in the garbage after two seconds The beat keep playin’ So I focus on a new record Rap saved me, cliche maybe But I ain’t tryna see hell, Satan overrated Chokin’ like I’m Sprewell Swallowin’ the greatness I really fuckin’ mean well Hope this how you take it I been livin’ life I’m feelin’ really lonely on a Tuesday night I just really wanna wish you goodbye Hopin’ everything gon’ be alright I been livin’ life I’m feelin’ really lonely on a Tuesday night I just really wanna wish you goodbye Hopin’ everything gon’ be alright Yea I been livin’ life I’m feelin’ really lonely on a Tuesday night I just really wanna wish you goodbye Hopin’ everything gon’ be alright Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Huh