NOT OK

Days in a rut Hands in the pot I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not Everything's okay but it's- Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot Planet always keep on spinning, it never gonna stop Aye, aye, aye Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot Planet always keep on spinning, it ain't ever gonna stop I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not Always talking bout some music and a countdown to a drop When you see me, all smiles every time I hit the spot Cause I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not People ask me how I'm doing, I say good, but I'm not Really if we being honest, I don't know where to start Stressing tryna balance college, music, and this brand new job And I know that's just fucking life, but that feel like a fucking lot And no I'm not really religious but I be talking to God When my girlfriend go to work, ever since the place got robbed And every time I think about it, swear that shit just get me hot I wanna break a nigga jaw and stomp him out just like the yard Cause I'm on edge anyway, because I still miss my pops And I keep on seeing cops, it's getting dangerous on my block And I found out bout something else going on my home And I won't say it in this song, but that fucked up my mind a lot So now I'm tryna figure out who to trust and who to not I really made this song to vent, don't care if it get views or not I made No Ls when all I cared about was if my music flopped But 2019 really showed me, nigga you can lose can lose a lot Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot Planet always keep on spinning, it ain't ever gonna stop I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not Always talking bout some music and a countdown to a drop When you see me, all smiles every time I hit the spot Cause I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not Since March 18th, the only thing I could say I'm not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay My mother always here for me, so I won't lose my way She not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay My only sister checks in on me almost every day She not okay, but it's okay, cause we gone be okay I'd do anything for my brothers, and that shit both ways They not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay My girl going through it with us, cause it hit her the same She not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay My bro lost his grandma, I wanna hug him and say Man I know you not okay, but we gone be okay My bro lost his lil bro, I wanna hug him and say Bruh I know you not okay, but we gone be okay My best friend lost his best friend, I wanna hug him and say Man I know you not okay, but we gone be okay Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot Planet always keep on spinning, it ain't ever gonna stop I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not Always talking bout some music and a countdown to a drop When you see me, all smiles every time I hit the spot Cause I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not I'm not ok, and that's ok I'm not ok, and that's ok I'm not ok, and that's ok Cause I know I'm gone be ok We not ok, but that's ok We not ok, but that's ok Cause I know we gone be ok Yeah we gone be ok one day