Evolve

I hate that this mirror Just can't disappear I'm looking right at my reflection while strangling fear Of never being who I thought I'd be Waiting for years Never paying for protection when angels is near I wish that I could cherish you, the same way that you care for me `Member days of therapy Six months and still no progress No! I don't wanna swallow pills They hard to digest, so Nothing ever phased me, even chillen by the projects seemed So "That's the daily thing" while other die here Ain't no differences in mothers crying tears when her son's shot Greg heard the the guns pop Him and Alvin could've died here too "Free The Homie!" that's my nigga fo'real I'm just tryna make these songs that the city could feel 'Cuz this the city where I'm building my dreams No mausoleum doors can open from making up things I see the pain inside your eyes therefore you hate what you're seeing But life just ain't what it seems I just ain't what it seems You cut a piece from the cloth I went in straight for the seems This is me to the fullest Point a gun at me well ima need you to pull it No receipts 'cuz you couldn't All you niggaz is pussy, only reflect what I could be Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't Asking God for you to try and test me but you wouldn't Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers come to you when you go lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers come to you when you go lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers will come to you when you lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers will come to you when you lookin' It's 11:16 as I write this Call yourself my wifey but ignoring what a wife is Look into your eyes, to my surprise they seeming lifeless Then you got they nerve to ask me if I even know what life is That's my karma knocking at my front door Gave you all my love and trust I had and now you want more Before I needed lungs to breath The fuck I need my lungs for? But now I feel like nothing the same When Deebo come around this time around No tucking my chain 'Cuz I heard you fuckin' a lame and now I'm so fucking deranged Diagnosed hypochondriac Lungs full of smoke Don't feel you couldn't cope 'cuz I'm accustomed to pain If only I could wash away my sins without a laundromat Love, Money, Rap and Fame to me is all one and the same To my demise when its all said and done, you'll paint me as a villain Blowing smoke into the ceiling with my hand on the flask Life hit me at an early age, I learned to manage it fast Now I'm learning repercussions of the damages last I wasn't planning to crash at this time of night but I did I took it as a call for me to handle the past Look! Death is the only actual certainty in life But to some, that there's a blessing so it's hurting me write further They call it suicide To me, that there's more like murder Just observations of a light-worker Light Burning! Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers come to you when you go lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers come to you when you go lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers will come to you when you lookin' Said Bring the hook in Bring the hook in All the answers will come to you when you lookin'