Afraid

You didn't give me any closure It only hits me when I'm sober As the night comes to an unexpected end Just because I say goodbye don't mean it's over I hate to be alone I been abandoned by you I been damaged by you All I ever wanted was for you to believe in me I wanted you to stay but you ended up leaving me What if I told you that it wasn't what you thought it was What if I told you that I didn't mean to fall in love We crawled and we laughed, we smile and we cry We die just to live and we live just to die Roses are red, roses are red Violets are blue, violets are blue I'm afraid to fall in love Afraid to fall for you I'm wide awake, I'm not okay Lonely tears running down my face Another year goes by Another tear I cry Another sleepless night I lie awake Would you miss me if I died today I had to put my pride away looked at your picture and I cried today I threw your pictures in my fireplaces I spread my wings and I fly away To god I pray that I escape I'm just happy that I got away you left me for dead, hoping that I rot away Tossing and turning inside my grave I been buried alive, I feel dead but i'm very alive Tomorrow isn't promised I cherish my time Look into my eyes you can see my pain Sick and tired of the games I'm not perfect but im worth it I don't deserve this, im tired of hurting Roses are red, roses are red Violets are blue, violets are blue I'm afraid to fall in love Afraid to fall for you