Curtain Call

Uh, Yeah Bizzze on the beat Bizzze on the beat Bizzze on the beat Bizzze on the beat Stay Bizzze on the beat, go Ladies and Gentleman I am annoyed to announce to the stage again Your wack performer for the night Jay Bizzze Until I mary I'm no Madonna but I'm, like a virgin Reading Spurgeon Waiting on God till the right one comes emerging I'll let my soul do the searching My sinful nature tryna tell me girls will solve my hurting And the media tells us through comical diversion Left and right, the media is feeding us perversion But I choose to be the converting conversion who sparks subversion Let's get it certain I ain't tryna preach a sermon I just assert all my lyrics, in strong assertions This is me world I display all my burdens Painful stares from the crowd, now I wanna close the curtain This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, I'm just tryna be me All my secrets I sweep under rugs Hoping praying nobody would phase my mug I slap a smile on my face, while my shoulders shrug OCDing on anything that wasn't drugs Rap was my outlet, and I was the plug Aye for once can somebody please show me love Cause I'm the rapper, who be dressing dapper Only cause I saught audience clappers I lived for the audience clapping I look to the crowd for my approval All awhile I looked up to God for my renewal This world so cruel, ready to duel for any crown jewel I let my self-consciousness rule And there was a time I was afraid to rock a stage Feeling awkward, nervous and just and out of place Never thought this would ever be my home base But that kid in the second row is laughing to my face I'm done okay Why do I even do this anyway They just laughing at me they don't feel my pain They really hate me and they misuse my name I feel better off dead I feel so ashamed Even worse I'm getting booed off the stage I'm feeling faint and I'm seeing in three different ways I shoulda stayed behind the curtain in the first place Shoulda went back to from where I first came But I know this what the Lord set me to begin I'm always energized like I'm high off of alkaline Definitely not alcohol But lyrically I'm painting Andy Warhols, I just go off Drunk a bottle of Theraflu so I don't cough Before I hit the stage I gotta brush my shoulders off I rap and that's what my love does like Bob Goff This year the Jay Bizzze show I meant it I didn't scoff This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, they wanna see me fall This the curtain call, does it matter at all I'm just tryna be me, I'm just tryna be me