Blame

Fights, screams I got used already Nothing is what it seems Here comes the truth Are you ready Only child A family full of failures Violent uncles Alcoholic cousins Everyone is lost in darkness They relied all hope on me Smart, kind girl The answer is plain see Since I was twelve My heart stopped I knew I couldn't take anymore How am I to tell you Who are you to change me How should I make sense When I got millions on my mind Why should I keep looking Can't you see I'm breaking I can't stand anymore I'll become a singer I should've never said that I'm sorry, it was the way Now I write my pain into words Ain't I pathetic Now all of you blame me All of you say Music equals failure Are you kidding Look at you I don't even feel free at home I broke the honor I ripped apart What you told me to protect I can't apologize for this Seeing you hurts me When I come out I know I won't be myself How am I to tell you? Who are you to change me How should I make sense When I got millions on my mind Why should I keep looking Can't you see I'm breaking I can't stand anymore Everything is your fault She screamed I rushed upstairs Hid again, wiping tears away Her words can't touch me But what hurts Is that the only person I can blame is myself How am I to blame you How am I to change this Wait Who are you to blame me For your own mistakes No one