Reaper (feat. E Trotty)

This was supposed to be the happy album what happened? I don't know life came crashing I don't know I've been slacking This my life now this what's happening Questions on my mind like Am I destined? Am I mentioned? Why so restless? Wait a second, did you just decide to live your life bottled up inside? Get it all out! Why do all these people wanna comment online Live a false life now weep and cry You say your happy You say your fine Now put a smile on for the world to see You're shaking now what's that mean? It's anxiety Can't think, can't breathe, can't sleep, can't be No peace, no ease, no cease, no release Just let me be! I can't get ahold of my sanity I can't let go of my vanity I don't wanna be what you made me be Locked in a cage by society Do this do that, I need help I know that See these issues show and tell So I help myself with God Himself The reaper is coming beware it gets cold If you mess around he could take your soul My mind is racing its out of control, these thoughts in my head are taking control Voices get louder, my thoughts getting darker, giving me energy I'm going harder Leaving my mark just like a sneaker, keeping it out cause here comes the reaper Time to wake up put the demons to rest Now they pounding inside and I need to confess But I can't hold it in and I might explode Does it matter to you now believe what you're told But what if I'm wrong? (HA) All up inside of my head with these feelings Try and give it up and they say that it's easy Can I be the real me? Can I speak freely? Be the you you don't wanna show Be the you that you wanna know It's not that easy, yes I know, why so different? Wanna build a fire but you ain't gonna kindle it Want it to happen but your action is limited Deep in the cushion I'm looking for change I'm making sense I'm not making a wage Open the book and I hope and pray Demons inside and they won't go away Thoughts on the past and my mind on the future Just like Ye said God's got humor Floating through space I ain't landing now Walking through fields I got landmines around Chest bumping now and my body starts shaking Looking all around me sinking temptations Grab ahold, bring me under quick, don't make a sound, don't cause a fit Keep it sealed with a quick little sip Call me the no name I know what I'm doing Feel that weather the storm is brewing When it rains it pours, I pray no more I'm asking God can you give me help? Take this pain that I've always felt The reaper is coming beware it gets cold If you mess around he could take your soul My mind is racing its out of control, these thoughts in my head are taking control Voices get louder, my thoughts getting darker, giving me energy I'm going harder Leaving my mark just like a sneaker, keeping it out cause here comes the reaper Brain tell me this and my heart tell me that Sort out the truth I want the facts I wanna feel again so I'm praying for hope I'm kneeling but I'm not so close Knock knock knock, is anybody home? I thought not, I'll stand alone New faith, new day, same face, same way Stuck in my habits it's hard to learn Took an L so I wondered why, fortune's a thing I need to yearn? You can make it big or you can be a star It's called a gamble cause you know your odds are Stacked against you, you ain't gonna make it Banging on the door, but you ain't gonna break in Knocking on it now, but I'm still locked out Not gonna flop till the word gets out The reaper is coming beware it gets cold If you mess around he could take your soul My mind is racing its out of control, these thoughts in my head are taking control Voices get louder, my thoughts getting darker, giving me energy I'm going harder Leaving my mark just like a sneaker, keeping it out cause here comes the reaper