Perfectionist

I've been living off of the things they talk about me I've been leaving all of the things they spread about me I've been trying to keep the nonsense out of my self-conscience I've been trying to keep my thoughts away by being busy 'Cause I’m just trying to survive I'm just trying to live my life but hey, I can't really say all the things I wanna say Unless I wanna survive I'm just trying to be me I'm just trying to be free Oh why do I leave my house trying to be somebody else? I'm not perfect I'm not worth it If I keep my act up, they won't suspect a thing Woah I'm not perfect I'll just forfeit myself If I wear or say the wrong thing they'll just judge me I'm a perfectionist I'm a perfectionist Woah woah Gimme a call and I won't answer Don't know what to say Omg I'm gonna mess up my stupid answers There's too much on the line to say But I know there's nothing really much else to do At this point, I've got to choose who I wanna be and who I need to be 'Cause I’m just trying to survive I'm just trying to live my life but hey, I can't really say all the things I wanna say Unless I wanna survive I'm just trying to be me I'm just trying to be free Oh why do I leave my house trying to be somebody else? I'm not perfect Trying to be worth it It hurts thinking that I can't even be the person that I wanna be Woah I'm not perfect Don't know what to call it Honestly, I know I wish I had someone else I gotta be Woah I'm a perfectionist I'm a perfectionist Woah I'm a perfectionist I'm a perfectionist Woah woah I’m not perfect Trying to be worth it If I act up, they’ll suspect something Oh I’m not perfect Oh I’ll just forfeit myself If I wear or say the wrong thing they’ll just judge me Cause I’m a perfectionist