Tombstone (feat. Heidi DeBargis)

Made me feel some type of way I ain't ever felt before I could have the world today I'd just sit here and want you more Now I see you walk away, walking straight up out the door It just ain't the same place if you laying on the floor On the floor, guess I'm just down on my luck I'm looking down on myself Now I just don't give a fuck You come around when you stuck And me I never say no Never say no to a high Never been good at goodbyes And truth being told When its outside and cold My thoughts are filled with you I just feel so blue And truth being told When its outside and cold My thoughts are filled with you I just feel so blue Write your name on my tombstone For the winters when it's too cold Keep me warm under my ashes When your names all I imagine Write your name on my tombstone For the winters when it's too cold I’ll be nothing but my ashes I’ll be nothing but the past shit Yeah on the 3rd of December I bought me some Fentanyl, I was just planning to go And on the 4th of December I'm calling my friends and everybody that I know I was gon' tell them I love 'em And make amends with everything that I had done And on the 17th, that shit was the finale The curtains gon' drop on the show I had that burning feeling in my throat Yes I am hurting them all, that I know Can't even feel the cuts on my thighs So how would I feel their pain when I'm gone Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I've dealt with Just too many things that go untold They say that misery loves company But for once I just wanna be alone Tired of living, tired of noise Tired of women, of being a toy Tired of feeling zero emotions Tired of never having my own choice Tired of going to bed and praying to god that I might just never wake up Tired of singing lullabies to myself, feeling emptiness in my voice Please don't cry momma Please don't cry dad It was never your fault, it was my bad Please don't cry momma Please don't cry dad Let me go, let me go, I would like that Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me go Write your name on my tombstone For the winters when it's too cold Keep me warm under my ashes When your names all I imagine Write your name on my tombstone For the winters when it's too cold I’ll be nothing but my ashes I’ll be nothing but the past shit Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me Let me go, let me go