there is beauty in MADNESS

There is beauty in madness There is beauty in madness There is beauty in madness There is beauty in madness Is it beautiful when I lose my mind Is it beautiful when I lose my mind Is it cute when I think bad thoughts Bad thoughts Bad thoughts Is it cute when I think bad thoughts Bad thoughts Bad thoughts You say wanna help me But you can't even help yourself You say wanna help me But you can't even help yourself yourself I know days I know nights I know pain I know fights I know wrong I know right I know black I know white I know dark I know light I know dim I know bright I know days in my life That I for sure should've died You can't help me I barely even help myself There be days That I don't want to check my mental health Guess imma self centered asshole For being by myself Keep my emotions locked up Keep them under the shelf Anti Social Lonely bastard don't mix well every time I wake up I feel like I'm in hell ain't no point of trying But ain't no point in crying I swear I feel like dying I'm sick of all the lying I gotta do Just to make sure no one gets me Just to make sure they don't know My death tendencies That's been following me Since 7th Grade Thought of it as a phase But it seems it won't go away