Finding My Way (feat. Chedda Bang)

Wake up with no sense of emotions Always Life ain't that easy to cope with Some time Up & down, I go through motions Some days In between highest & lowest I'm just fine If you know well, then you'll notice by my actions Haven't been myself, have a hard time with adapting Go out by myself, just so I can be distracted Turning up for help, tryna seek some satisfaction Tried fill the void, with money, women, cars, & clothes More I live, the more it's getting harder by the day Friends they see me flex, & think I'm happy I suppose But if they ever ask me, it'll be too hard to say Under so much pressure These days And I been trying to find my way Out looking for pleasure These nights Man I just want to feel alive Don't know how to live I don't wanna die I guess if you asking, everything's alright Trying to keep my head up These days Man I just wanna find my way Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Finding my way Momma I think Imma make it Been grinding all through the matrix Demons, they were chasing Eventually had to face them Working on my patience Been blocking out all these haters Ain't nobody hold my hand to that paper, I had to take it Like some baby steps Couple people owe me, they ain't pay me yet Everybody surfing, I'm just here to keep the wave in check They just want the fame, tryna make a name But what about some change, shit is not a game If you feel the love, know it come with pain I'm not one to judge, I been through the rain Take it how it comes, try not to complain Make sure you stay in soon as you find your lane Under so much pressure These days And I been trying to find my way Out looking for pleasure These nights Man I just want to feel alive Don't know how to live I don't wanna die I guess if you asking, everything's alright Trying to keep my head up These days Man I just wanna find my way Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Finding my way Tired of rollercoasting So long Stuck between let go and hold on Don't know where I'm going So long Only thing I know is I'm gone Tired of rollercoasting So long Stuck between let go and hold on Don't know where I'm going So long Only thing I know is I'm gone Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay-yay Finding my way Yay, e-yay Finding my way Finding my way