Memories

Can't go sleep no I can't relax I'm still thinking of the memories we had Fights and the issues we were brutal we were bad But a girl like you is different yeah I'm sorry I got mad If I ever could I'd take all of my bad words back I'd go and twist the past so you would end up with me I swear baby girl I've loved you through all of my teens And there's never a night when I don't see your ass in my dreams like the perfect world I wish I had but you didn't end up with me That's how life works I guess you and I aren't meant to be We were strong we were best love was shining like a light But somehow the light had blinded out both of our sights Lost focus and lost track I wish I could just make this right From the bad times makes great men so imma stand and fight I still love you and I dream about you every singe night When I made you walk in rain just to ask you for your hand I wanted to sway side to side I just wanted a dance That came true when I was with you it came into my plan Had you walk the town spot to spot and the last one was my hand Now I'm an artist I can sing I want you to mess with my band Came to me crying when you messed up and I got played by your hand I sometimes still don't feel like Matt is the fucking man Kept on lying tell the truth bitch this the shit I cannot stand I felt like we were public and people watching from the stands I still remember that first time we sat together in the stands Even then I had a feeling I know who would catch hands I get it you left and we said we would be friends Then I saw you walking with that kid I took offence I got silenced by you actions now I'm all up in my head I wish you were part of my life but girl you felt like a guest Didn't get comfortable you didn't wanna stay You had another man that you wanted more instead I see your happy and I'm still hoping that he would just be dead Can't go sleep no I can't relax I'm still thinking of the memories we had Had our fights and issues we were all brutal and were bad But a girl like you is different yeah I'm sorry I got mad If I ever could I'd take all my bad words that I said back I'd twist the past so you end up with me I swear baby girl I've loved you through my teens And there's never a night when I don't see you in my dreams It's like the perfect world I wish I had but you didn't end up with me That's how life works I guess it was just not meant to be We were strong we were our love was shining like a light But somehow the light had blinded out your sight Lost focus and lost track I wish I could just make this right From the bad times makes great men so imma stand up and I'll fight I still love you and I dream about you almost every singe night So much thought and traffic in my brain I took the pen I had to write If I didn't I'd be I'd be dead suicidal thoughts in sight No one asking if I'm fine I'm all set I guess I'll drive Tires burning on the pavement do the dash into the night Always hoping that I do not die and that I'll come back home alive It's a cruel cruel world baby girl just look outside I've been waiting arms are open let's catch up sometime This a sad sad song wrote right after I lost mine