What's Real Anymore?

Feel like we had so much in store Out of breathe my throat is sore From making songs about how my heart is tore I don't know what's real anymore Real anymore Real anymore I don't think I can feel anymore Feel anymore Feel anymore My vision isn't clear anymore Clear anymore Clear anymore I don't even shed a tear anymore Tear anymore Tear anymore Things been fuckin' with my head I can't forget about what you said Last email that I read Made me think I was better off dead Better off dead Cause I been real from the jump Thought time would pass and you'd heal from the bumps Was this even real love? All the lies are clear, um Was this even real love? Cause the last time we snapped you still kept up Lies you told from the motherfuckin' jump The lies you told still got me slumped I feel like your love was a motherfuckin' front I don't know what's real anymore Real anymore Real anymore I don't think I can feel anymore Feel anymore Feel anymore My vision isn't clear anymore Clear anymore Clear anymore I don't even shed a tear anymore Tear anymore Tear anymore I been alone in my bed Nobody's home, just me and the thoughts in my head Maybe I am better off, dead If I'm as evil as you pretend Yeah I told some white lies That's not a surprise We all do but I never told a lie to hurt you Or a lie with intent to hide the real me from you I gave you 100% truth And I shouldn't of ever had to but I always gave you proof I had nothin' to hide When it came to me and you Cause at the end of the day I really loved you I don't know what's real anymore Real anymore Real anymore I don't think I can feel anymore Feel anymore Feel anymore My vision isn't clear anymore Clear anymore Clear anymore I don't even shed a tear anymore Tear anymore Tear anymore