Losing Myself

Losing myself, losing myself in my distraction Stuck in a well deeper than hell I put myself in What's respectable I don't wanna be a shameful spectacle Killing myself, killing myself with indecision Dusting with filth on every shelf my aspirations A cloud with no rain A sun that's afraid of kissing the day Help me to be more than just my anxiety Can't sleep cuz I am wasting, wasting Everyday and all my life Staring at walls feeling withdrawn and you can't help it Shaking my shoulders stuck like a boulder and I'm not movin' It hurts you as you try To hold yourself back, to leave me with my mind Filling my plate with my mistakes it's overflowing Cry like a baby driving you crazy, where is this going I'm switching off and on I'm trying to stay, I can't see you gone Help me to be more than just my anxiety Can't sleep cuz I am wasting, wasting Everyday and all my life I'm immobilized by fear, mediocre living is here I'm trying to understand you can't fix what you can't Losing myself in my distraction Stuck in a well deeper than hell I put myself in