Gotta Make IT

I don't know what to do i'm so frustrated Having thoughts in my head I gotta make it It's so hard being broke and being patient I always knew I was different was never basic Lord its so hard to write this song without no weed I prey to god every night i'm on my knees If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath I gotta stick to the plan imma win in the end I'm steady losing friends who I thought would be here til the end It got me losing my mind but still smile like i'm fine I know i'm one of a kind I cant follow no trends Gotta stay in motion Gotta stay on point Gotta keep my focus One thing for-sure know i'm gon grind Tryna rise inna bine Fucked up ain't gotta dime They don't wanna see my shine Talk to god and ask him why Why you make it so hard for me Contemplating on robbery Tryna make it up out these streets Remember nights ain't have shit to eat Niggas round me just tryna leach Tryna find a way out so every night I cant sleep I cant settle for no regular lifestyle I need to get rich like right now Money on my mind right now Devil attacking I cant lye down I don't know what to do i'm so frustrated Having thoughts in my head I gotta make it It's so hard being broke and being patient I always knew I was different was never basic Lord its so hard to write this song without no weed I prey to god every night i'm on my knees If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath I be feeling so misunderstood Just a nigga from the hood tryna get to Hollywood So much bad i'm in need of good Giving up I wish I ever would Daddy always working barely ever at home Ma sisters growing getting older teach em right from the wrong Going through so much frustration can hear it in my tone I need a blessing Live my life through lesson Ain't nobody tell me shit I had to guess it Wish I can make a call to heaven And tell ma granny I been stressing need you in my possession Got all these questions Who am I gon vent to Nobody I can vent to Who am I gon vent to Nobody I can vent to I don't know what to do i'm so frustrated Having thoughts in my head I gotta make it It's so hard being broke and being patient I always knew I was different was never basic Lord its so hard to write this song without no weed I prey to god every night i'm on my knees If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath If I don't live to live my dream don't wanna breath