Water Smiles

Water smiles, water smiles You be happy, not a problem child, problem child Love is hollow but it's all around, all around That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down Call me crazy but I Water my smile to make it grow Yeah I water my smile to make it grow Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow Water smiles, idk idk idk Never been this happy now I concentrate on everything Joy is kinda overrated now because I'm scared to peak Laughter is a waterfall and falling is embarrassing Optimistic probably isn't something I would care to be Halloween, halloween, my own joy is scaring me What you think, what you think, I hate when they stare at me Follow me, follow me, I'm going to therapy Follow me follow me it's scaring me it's scaring me I don't wanna be like everybody else Everybody makes me nervous every time I look around I'm not strong nor have I claimed to be I'm kinda overwhelmed So I'll practice till I'm actually happier with myself Where's my water at Missing calls from my depression could not call it back Let it ring and go to voicemail put the phone away If I ignore it for long enough it'll go away Go away, please go while I Water smiles, water smiles You be happy, not a problem child, problem child Love is hollow but it's all around, all around That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down Call me crazy but I Water my smile to make it grow Yeah I water my smile to make it grow Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow Water smiles, idk idk idk Never been this sad before I'm overthinking everything Secretly I'm everything you never want your kid to be Outwardly I'm cowardly emotional but inwardly I'm cowardly emotional , I'm kidding see I'm kidding see Need a break from all these daily things Unfamiliar things I'm used to that just make me think I don't like the liquid coming out this shady sink But they tell me it makes me happy so I'll take a drink I'm fading, see Where's my water at Missing calls from my rejection just to call it back Sorry we've been distant. Know I never wanted that I just wanted you to need me, guess the flaw in that Is kinda obvious Yeah, where's my water at Guess my smile's kinda dry, let me draw it back But when it's there it only seems to give me stress Guess my happiness don't work like photosynthesis I just grown to embrace my own type of Water smiles, water smiles You be happy, not a problem child, problem child Love is hollow but it's all around, all around That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down water Call me crazy but I Water my smile to make it grow Yeah I water my smile to make it grow Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow Water smiles, idk idk idk I don't know, you found my weakness Downside to the water smiles, out flows all my secrets Mention of my diamond, notice how red that my cheeks get Hieroglyphic writing, good thing I'm the one that reads it Flow is good the liquid cheeking always leaves them speechless Oh, what a waste What a waste of these dimples it's such a shame How complacent but nevertheless afraid Seeking joy but confines himself in his cage He defines it all the same I can't find it where's my water at I've been searching every day but I am not on track Went off the rails a couple weeks ago and lost my head And I ain't found it yet Don't really make any sense My smile's counterfeit, oh Where's my water at? If a good day's far away then why they call it that? I am not impressed Ignore my accomplishments I got a problem with Myself happy contradicts Self hatred filled boxes in my closet where's my water smiles Oh, where's my water smiles Where's my water at If a good day's far away then why they...