Everything I Lost (feat. Martell DB)

Doin 95 on 95 Thanking God im still alive Thinking bout the things i did thinking bout the choices made Thinking bout the way i was thanking God im not the same Storm trooper aim your boy was missing all his shots Ignoring all the haves only thinking bout the knots Missed my chance with things i shoulda had because of ignorance Doing way too much got out the game and put me on the bench Man it's crazy back then none of that was really making sense Reminiscing smoking on that funky in the parliament Man i wish had them choices back but now it's overwith Past is in the past i guess i gotta come to terms with it Made me who i am i hope that means a better man Gotta do the best with what i got and what i can Shooting for the sun and hope the stars is where i land Didn't have a vision then but now i got a plan Guess everything i lost made me everything i am Everything i lost made me everything i am I was Young and i was dumb man didn't i give a damn The man imma become is just the man i truly am So everything i lost made me everything i Am That painful lesson was a blessing in disguise I say this with confidence pushin my pride aside I'm grateful for that, I thank you for it and I mean this no cap See I was hurtin but I bounced right back Now even tho we don't speak and you don't wanna be friends I never blamed for it cuz it was my fault in the end I wasn't ready for fully that's the reason we failed I'm missing you still knowing that ship done already sailed damn I find peace you taught me something that would last forever And I ain't understand at first but shit I'm getting better The next one I be with promise to get her wetter Still got hopes to be with you so I won't say never Everything i lost made me everything i am I was Young and i was dumb man didn't i give a damn The man imma become is just the man i truly am So everything i lost made me everything i am