Secrets & Secret Places, Pt. 1.

I've been impatient Tired of waitin' Walkin' round, walkin' round weary Walkin' round weary Walkin' round, walkin' round weary Walkin' round weary Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations Timing and calculations, destiny or destination None of it matters, none of it matters he's God None of it matters, none of it matters he's God I been so fearful I can not hear you Walkin' round, walkin' round scared Walkin' round scared Walkin' round, walkin' round scared Walkin' round scared Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations Timing and calculations, destiny or destination None of it matters, none of it matters he's God None of it matters, none of it matters he's God I been so doubtful yeah I need your power yeah Walkin' round, walkin' round weak Walkin' round weak Walkin' round, walkin' round weak Walkin' round weak Secrets and secret places, boxes and limitations Timing and calculations, destiny or destination None of it matters, none of it matters he's God None of it matters, none of it matters he's God I want so badly to be able to articulate my doubt I wanna display my impatience with this process but it won't come out And yes, I I I question God sometimes And if you say you never do or did then you a lie I know I'm not the only who's low key afraid to die And if you say you not or never was then you a lie My biggest fear is leaving this earth, without fulfilling purpose first Like what if he's so displeased with my work That he sends me back to dirt, how bad would that hurt I think maybe just the thought of it's worse, but still Then there's also misunderstanding That seems to be best friends with people not even seeking to understand me I'm rather inquisitive and I just found that I'm impatient too I embody the image of my creator but feel incapable of showing proof How can I be use, if I mask the truth Ask the youth, healing my spirit is necessary in order for me to mass produce I share the same fear as K Dot of loosing my creativity Cuz I'm positive right then and there I'd loose my identity This little art of mine I let it shine intrinsically But no one gets a glimpse of me Instead they see jewelry glistening in the mouths of obscenity Cursing every one and thing in the vicinity, woe is my divinity How dare I look at my salvation as an amenity God been forgave and still forgiven me but the devil keep trickin' me Into excepting and expecting the penalty Little Miss Tiffany, give me your pennies please Give me your energy let see how many rhymes can riddle me Every line I see vividly, I got live action imagery But can't imagine me finishing what God has given me (Oh Lord, Oh Lord) Order my steps been my most consistent prayer How I'm supposed to step when sorority ain't there How I'm supposed to hop if fraternity don't care Just throw a sign in the air, you said I'd be the heir Seems like don't nobody care, I been firing flairs I been loosing my flair, these burdens to heavy to bare Feel like I'm wrestling bears, this fight here ain't no fair This fight here ain't no fair