Pray 4 Me

Uh Smiling but on the inside i'm crying out Screaming for help I asked God to take me out I'm tired of living through the pain I paint this perfect picture But what's a picture without the frame No structure Grew up resentful cause I barely had a male figure Hated my step dad cause my real one didn't get the picture Felt my mama had some against me cause of him Hated myself cause I was a reflection of him Acting up in school violent and shit Cause I got bullied But they never really pressed me Cause they knew that they couldn't whoop me But I can say i'm here and i'm proud Because behind all the hurt I'm still 10 toes down Pray 4 me, Please just pray 4 me Keep saving me, Lord why you saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me Pray 4 me, Please just pray 4 me Keep saving me, Lord why you saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me 148 cause I lost a lot of weight A lot of shit up on my plate, I had to fake Fake like i'm okay, But i'm not I was hurting, Yeah a lot Depression and anxiety, kicking my ass It was the devil all I had to do was, Conquer his task I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't go down bad But I took it there Damn there took my life Too much pain to endure I couldn't take it anymore I'm only 20 and I been through so much Never understood how someone you love, Could hurt you so much But it's still love, And I wish you nothing but the best Wish I can just pick up the phone and get some shit up off my chest I apologized a million times, But u failed to hear it Cause you still hurting, And I still apologize for a million reasons I just hope that you forgive me so we can move on The love was to strong Pray 4 me, Please just pray 4 me Keep saving me, Lord why you saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me Pray 4 me, Please just pray 4 me Keep saving me, Lord why you saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me Pray 4 me, Why do you keep saving me Pray 4 me, Why do you keep saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me Pray 4 me, Why do you keep saving me Pray 4 me, Why do you keep saving me I was down on my last got on my knees And I asked God why do he keep saving me Yeah yeah yeah yeah, Saving me Yeah yeah yeah yeah, Saving me Yeah yeah yeah yeah, Saving me Yeah yeah Yeah lord keep saving me I bounced back like a rubber band Ready for war raps coming from the head like taliban I lost myself for a min But I'm back now on a mission I'm back now with a vengeance Tell these broke niggas pay attention I'm dripping nigga got the juice I'm feeling like Tupac in the movie My aim right I got ammo finna set it off like Cleo That tuff shit is act you niggas be playing stunts like Steve o Beast mode Back on my bully I'm finna do u niggas like Debo Heat on me finna toast you niggas no strudel I'm laid back and I'm chill but I'll still beat a nigga so brutal Up it, Up it niggas ain't upping shit Play pussy get fucked u a sucker bitch My whole gang wolves so we ride in packs Young Rich nigga got a lot of racks Being broke nigga I ain't never that Keep it a stack cause I got a lot of that Had the devil on me tryna take my life But I fought it off had to see the light A lot of pain within my heart tender The happy me I don't remember I was crying out I surrender Pray 4 me I'm a sinner