508 Love

I know you don't love me But I still love you Never thought my life would flip like this Never thought you be the one to switch All those nights that we both shared All those nights I thought you cared In 508 this the love I found Always thought you would wanna stay down But you just like everyone else In 508 gotta love myself You were sugar & spice, mixed with everything nice I guess i'm chemical ex that way that I changed ya life But you act like these bitches I know City so small I don't know who to trust no Everyone here wants partial commitment When you start to give em more, they pay you back with some distance & when they break you off they start spreading rumors & lies & people believe em instead of asking you is this right ? Never thought my life would flip like this Never thought you be the one to switch All those nights that we both shared All those nights I thought you cared In 508 this the love I found Always thought you would wanna stay down But you just like everyone else In 508 gotta love myself I'm tired of all the lies I'm tired of new beginnings Tired of racing for someone's love to cause collisions Tired of family events & personal questions they bring I'm tired of girls not devoting time but expect wedding rings I'm tired of all of this I'm tired of all of you I'm tired of rumors spreading around when I know the truth I'm tired of no one saying "that's something he wouldn't do" I'm tired off losing I need a win to know that I've improved Yea Lately I've been thinking we'd be better as friends Cause now we pretend were strangers since our relations end Not enough hi's or updates on each other's lives Just one too many final goodbyes Ironic there's was nothing final or good about our last final goodbye So within this truth I lie & always message you another time Our last departure was all business Face to face with you but somehow I couldn't close the distance Now an awkward silence follows whenever your name is mentioned Noemi hates this progression & says we should repair social connections & when I took her advice, I realized You had some other guy by ya side So tell where did this time go? From strangers, to lovers, until the end of our cycle Our love was lowkey but baby that was our high note But since we no longer speak through the music are where the feelings that I show & only I know I try my hand at new relations with the cards that I've been dealt But this game is like solitaire I've been playing myself Lately life feels like it's me verses whoever I see & rumors get handed off like runners at a track meet Some people I'd lay down my life for can't stand up for me I guess true colors are shown when it black & white I see I've come to terms & realized you're not by my side I gotta do it on my own I gotta love my own life Never thought my life would flip like this Never thought you be the one to switch All those nights that we both shared All those nights I thought you cared In 508 this the love I found Always thought you would wanna stay down But you just like everyone else In 508 gotta love myself I know you don't love me But I still love you