Lights Off

And when the lights come down I And when the lights come down I hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes Right sometimes I said I'm right sometimes Right sometimes A lot of pain been brewing inside a nigga system Get a handle on my thoughts cause I can't fall victim Looking in the mirror normal starting to look different People say my attitude done changed Boy it's something in you I talk to God get some answers I hope that he hear me Everybody say they feel you But don't really feel me Ain't got the stomach for this shit I move round on empty Open up the clip I pop that shit I hope them doctors heal me Ain't talk to my lil bruh in like 3 weeks I hope he straight Been damn near 4 years since I seen my grandma face And I still shed tears late night like it was yesterday And when it's my time I hope they open Heaven's gates But ain't no pressure on that shit man I'm gon hold me down The same towel I threw in Shit I'm gon fold it now And I'm gon stand 10 toes and hope you notice how How I'm the same nigga that use to hold you down And when the lights come down I hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes Plead your case and freed yourself Lord knows that I need some help How Imma tell somebody what the fuck I don't understand myself On my mama man this life shit ain't never been easy Half the shit I dealt with nobody gon believe me I showed love to so many niggas They act like they don't need me Been starving for help But can't nobody feed me Almost lost my big bruh in the whip On some slave shit Almost lost my lil bruh to disease Aint no gang shit Everybody playing life on easy like some game shit I'm stressed out and Lord knows I can't take it Give my last for my niggas Know they do the same shit I just gotta go and get this pressure off my brain quick Pray for me stay for me told my girl to wait for me Tired of my bullshit no more she can take from me It's crazy how them best friends turn to perfect strangers It's crazy how your comfort zone get filled up with anger It's crazy But ain't no pressure on that shit man I'm gon hold me down The same towel I threw in Shit I'm gon fold it now And I'm gon stand 10 toes and hope you notice now How I'm the same nigga old nigga use to hold you down And when the lights come down I hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes I know it gets better after while But why can't it happen right now Losing my patience Stuck on your scent girl Can I feel fragrance I know it gets better after while But why can't it happen right now Losing my focus Praying they don't notice Tired of feeling hopeless hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes Right sometimes I said I'm right sometimes Right sometimes A lot of pain been brewing inside a nigga system Get a handle on my thoughts cause I can't fall victim Looking in the mirror normal starting to look different People say my attitude done changed Boy it's something in you I talk to God get some answers I hope that he hear me Everybody say they feel you But don't really feel me Ain't got the stomach for this shit I move round on empty Open up the clip I pop that shit I hope them doctors heal me Ain't talk to my lil bruh in like 3 weeks I hope he straight Been damn near 4 years since I seen my grandma face And I still shed tears late night like it was yesterday And when it's my time I hope they open Heaven's gates But ain't no pressure on that shit man I'm gon hold me down The same towel I threw in Shit I'm gon fold it now And I'm gon stand 10 toes and hope you notice how How I'm the same nigga that use to hold you down And when the lights come down I hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes Plead your case and freed yourself Lord knows that I need some help How I'm a tell somebody what the fuck I don't understand myself On my mama man this life shit ain't never been easy Half the shit I dealt with nobody gon believe me I showed love to so many niggas They act like they don't need me Been starving for help But can't nobody feed me Almost lost my big bruh in the whip On some slave shit Almost lost my lil bruh to disease Ain't no gang shit Everybody playing life on easy like some game shit I'm stressed out and Lord knows I can't take it Give my last for my niggas Know they do the same shit I just gotta go and get this pressure off my brain quick Pray for me stay for me told my girl to wait for me Tired of my bullshit no more she can take from me It's crazy how them best friends turn to perfect strangers It's crazy how your comfort zone get filled up with anger It's crazy But ain't no pressure on that shit man I'm gon hold me down The same towel I threw in Shit I'm gon fold it now And I'm gon stand 10 toes and hope you notice now How I'm the same nigga old nigga use to hold you down And when the lights come down I hope you see me Baby pray them lights come down I hope you need me If it ever lights sometime I know we gonna fight sometimes Just tell me if I'm wrong or I'm right sometimes I know it gets better after while But why can't it happen right now Losing my patience Stuck on your scent girl Can I feel fragrance I know it gets better after while But why can't it happen right now Losing my focus Praying they don't notice Tired of feeling hopeless