Idiedinmysleeplastnight

This was something like never before So intense I promise it was as if I'd no longer exist We walk with our heads high taking shit for granted Granted we don't lack confidence Granted we haven't seen the most gruesome shit Something strictly out of a movie clip But none of that compares Nightmares turn to cake walks Heres a hot take Death isn't scary its the thought of being forgotten that has your mind state decaying wasting days trying to dodge it If tears were profit I have a feeling no one would be more in debt than the next But fuck it This shit was different Vivid I mean I lived it Every fucking breath I took as I came closer to the fucking light Shot to the forehead and suddenly I have... Survived And I know what you're thinking "This kid is disastrously high" But I promise I'd rather die than to conjure up such a lie I was given a second chance and I blew it off strength of arrogance I lived through this last time how could I possibly- What the fuck is this weird sorcery A pain like only once before Is this what it feels like to die cause I promise I felt this when I thought I was loved but they lied My heart completely stopped No longer feel pain or maybe its disguised as the thought of whether I fulfilled what I Had in store or did I fail myself Sinking into darkness as I walk towards the light flailing my arms this is the first thing Ive Been certain about and I have to admit this shits delightful As I approach a tall figure I hope they say something insightful Close enough to touch them far enough I can't see their face I know them I call their name as I wake Just to hear myself screaming my own name