Intro (Females)

How do I manage to get myself hurt By girls I don't even date? Why am I so pathetic That I lie in bed and can't get up all day Waiting and wishing and hoping hurting I'm feeling pretty drained But ask me how I'm doing You know I'll say I'm okay It's these girls man It is definitely not the fact that I am needy, clingy, and overly attached It can't be my unrealistic expectations and fantisizations That leave me sad It must not be my incessant need for affirmation from the opposite sex No surely it's these girls... Man that got really sad really fast I need a stable girl, a stable job, and some stable self esteem But I don't like myself, i like to sing, and these red flags look green "I know I'm a good person" Ok. I never said you weren't. I just said I was hurting You asked how I felt. Thought you were earnest But gun to my head I'm tired of feeling worthless What am I saying? I know I earned this My mother says I should go easier on myself And Annie says i should go easier on myself My therapist says I should go easier on myself Well What can I say It's hard to find light and the end of the day It's hard for myself to not feel this way I wanna love someone that loves me back But more than that I wanna be okay I wanna be okay I wanna be okay I wanna be okay I wanna But I'm better at friendships Even though it hurts when they leave Even though I can't get you back But we'll get there just wait and see If my openness scares you you're not the first But sit back relax don't make a stir Don't be shaken but I'ma take you for a whirl You're listening to Females Haven't you heard?