She's Gone

Please Please Please Please don’t leave me here I’m holding your hand saying please Please don’t leave me Ooh ooh ooh Oh no! She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone Her eyes are closed she looks peaceful I look around in the room and can’t find tears to match these people I should’ve known chemo was lethal But I’m only sixteen thinking “God is so evil” I hold her hand and watch her rest in peace A tear's dripping down her face cause when you die all fluids get released I’m really gonna miss you mom We were just talking about graduation and L taking me to prom I shake my head like “this is a whole dream” But time of death’s 2012 and doctor Hamel unplugged the machine I’m sorry for what you went through You supported life on your worst days and life couldn’t support you A white dove and a red rose My hands joined together, my eyes closed I hope my prayers reach the heavens Cause I’ve been thinking bout you 24/7 Time flies it's been seven years And all I’m left with are memories and souvenirs It feels like my heart’s been ripped off Like there's a void inside of me and my soul has been stripped off Ooh ooh ooh Oh no! She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone Uh yeah My eyes are closed I’ve been praying Time doesn’t heal and the needles are moving counterclockwise The pain is deepening I remember your strength as you were weakening Flashbacks of you throwing up in bucket Chemotherapy was kicking in My heart’s turning cold and I’m losing my reasoning The devil’s in my ear feeding darknesses I’ve been keeping in God help me feel alive again Take me back to Springland and Dodge Grand Caravan We always laughed about you growing old You and dad walking hand in hand crippled was the ultimate goal But now you're gone and I'm all alone I keep dreaming that you’re here I keep dreaming that you coming home You won’t be there to hold me when I'm down You won’t be in the crowd clapping when I walk the stage in my cap and gown You won’t be there to pick my wedding dress You won’t be there to hold my colic baby when I feel tired and stressed Mama, I need you and you ain’t here I need your advice on so many levels, life is so unclear See the heavens can't all fit us in Sometimes I’m guilty when I’m innocent hope is my best medicine Ooh ooh ooh Oh no! She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone She’s gone