Truth

(Negative thoughts) Firecrackers release disaster on conscious Master of fucking up faster than luck can correct Dose of next drug never enough Been meaning to open up pages of skin Turn blood into ink thinning out the rest of doubt In myself is toxic tea cupping anxiety Meaningless bodies applaud maternity melancholy kin Happiness is intermission to tragic existence Outplay scenes of redemption Messing with mental strikes synapses with detrimental tears of who darkness fears Resides, when you decide it’s time to gear up for revival This how a spirit says survival Might take off like supersonic So I stay everyday, is that too ironic I pray there’s a way can I keep up on it I’m afraid of a change, shot my star like comet I think I lost it, my chill defrosted, how can I keep going when I’m so exhausted I know I must continue, finish line I’m crossing Keep pushing through till I’m in that coffin Started from the bottom worked our way to the top Won’t stop till the clock runs out for my bros I get it how I live it all day nonstop Tick tock, till I get socked back to Chicago So I keep the heaven waiting, mediating, elevated Praying fam don’t get caught hot potato Looking for the answers cannot find them they inside you Bring the feeling from within like a manifesto I know I can do it, loko when I do it, know all of my niggas will prosper I go then I do it, the flow is beautiful now we are spreading the gospel I think I am ready, the heaven is prepping, flow murdered it pulled out the chopper I’ll murder the beat, then the fire the heat, have you thinking that I was a monster I’m going to college and getting that knowledge so that I can become a doctor So lit I am living the money is filling I might just go win me an Oscar I know I am talented, energy balancing, feel like I just hit a breakthrough I see what’s inside me, give it for nobody, start living and don’t be a fake you Fake you I don't play with no take twos Spit it when you get it if you didn't then it ain't true I make moves cause the finish won’t chase you Spinach don't taste great, getting green takes strength And I ain’t been a saint but I don’t state claims that I can't make with the pride of a straight face Spit flame, then bang like propane like dang that flow change like brains of Cobain We blowin up like some soda or mixing mentos with cola And shaking the status quota until it goes supernova No fold ups roll up or show ups could hold us or ever slow us Niggas gon think I'm cheating, I’m rapping as if it's easy Or simple as ABCD, but colorful as graffiti Lookin like sorcery but see what the source is achieving The curses are changing courses, reversing, do you believe me Diverging when just rehearsing but come together with singing Tilted halo, dormant powers Calming wind blow, cleansing showers Resent the test that my soul requests to flower (Oh, oh) My dear, this might be what you asked for Silence the thoughts you fear, don't cower (Oh, oh) Answer when spirit calls, to which the soul must evolve Not fearing failure or fall Through love bring light to us all Answer when spirit calls, to which the soul must evolve Not fearing failure or fall Through love bring light to us all (Positive thoughts)