Dear Dad (feat. Shiloh Dynasty)

This is gonna be hard for me Um, I'm gonna call this uh, dear dad Okay This goes out to you pops Dear Dad I really miss you man You didn't get to see me Grow up to be a man I know that you're watching from above Up there with the birds and the doves It's hard for me to rap about this shit Especially since you aren't there To help me get through it I sit here think what if you were still here Cause if I was older we could sip some beers But you aren't and it sucks I just wanna see you one more time Or is that too much to ask of you God I feel like such a fool talking to Someone that isn't even here But if you were that would be oh so dear It would help me and mom get through the pain of it all You didn't do anything wrong It's just you're gone, and it's been so long 7 years flies by like nothing Especially since you meant something to me, yeah, yeah This letter was made specially for you I didn't know how to start it or end it But now I feel like I don't want to end it all Cause I know You wouldn't want me to fall I remember how I feel every fall That's when my heart gets lost, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah It's when I first felt major loss, yeah It's when I first felt major loss, yeah Yeah, hey I'mma paint a picture for you It's 2011 A brisk October day I'm just sitting there I'm just sitting there astray When I hear the doorbell From my friends door It was my mom looking kinda poor She said she needed to talk to me So she brought me upstairs And god I hoped she wouldn't dare Tell me the big scare, it hit me like a brick That was on fire, and that was covered in pricks I run to the car and sit there crying And then it hit me man, he had stopped dying, yeah Years go by with things getting worse Next thing you know my grandmas in a hearse But now as I get older I feel better Knowing you always got me feeling good weather I guess that, I guess that, I guess that's I guess that's the end, yeah I guess that's the end of th- I guess that's the end of this letter (I am the greatest)