Failsafe (Live At The Satellite)

It's so unlike me, not to be like me In a room full of strangers People with anger, most of them haters Half of them look at me like I owe em a favor And they got compliments, and they so conscious To know what all I deserve Well I hope with thee utmost respect you accept my 4 words Shut the fuck up Goddamn it, I'm tired of this I'm 3 seconds from honesty I'm 2 seconds from lashing out 1 second jumping out of a chair with life around my neck To see if my dream catch me now A leap of faith Will I down come down or will i die? Close my eyes and trust in God To survive, what are the odds he'll let me fall? Will I die? Will I fade the same as my clothes? When I know, that I'm great I'ma take this world to my grave Will I fall, and let fear get in the way? Was this all a big mistake? I can never be replaced There's something inside of me Tearing me apart, trying to get out of me I'm seeing things Call up a doctor, I need a lobotomy I'm not an anomaly, more like an oddity, ain't no surprising me Feel like I'm leveling up to the monster inside me Call me the prodigy I feel like I'm living an ayahuasca trip What happened to all of my oxygen? I feel like the air I'm breathing getting thick And everybody's face is starting to shape-shift My eyes is dripping and my ears is hearing voices Nothing seems real, just a bunch of weird noises Hooked to a machine called augmented reality Can't pull the plug on this one it's cordless This is dangerous, I never thought it would've came to this But when I'm at the bottom and I've become forsaken People always on some fake shit Treated me like hell, I paid for the vacation Y'all amazing So many nights I cried So many nights I wanted to quit, and almost ended my life for this Will I die? Will I fade the same as my clothes? When I know, that I'm great I'ma take this world to my grave Will I fall, and let fear get in the way? Was this all a big mistake? I can never be replaced I know There's something Going on inside of me Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of me I know There's something Going on inside of me Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of me What make can a nigga wanna fight? What can make somebody wanna take somebody else life twice? What can make somebody wanna hate? When we all the same, just a different shade What can make somebody get high that they can't feel shit Can't feel love, can't recognize who they really is? What can make a kid full of rage? Tired of being told to be someone different every fucking day They gone have to crucify me, next to Ozzy Hell or high water, bring the best up out of me Not giving a fuck, takes the pressure off me Let my soul talk, God do the rest without me The power inside me, you can't rob me Are we living to die cause we've been through hell? Or we dying to live, and not afraid to fail? I'll tell you why the fuck I'm here I know, there's something Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of me I know, there's something Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of (Going on inside of) Going on inside of me