Going Downhill

It's as simple as this I'm going downhill It's not hard, there is no trick I can't stand still No one to show me the way And I've used all my pills And so today I'm going downhill I know that numbers don't lie They never fail The truth is hard to fight I've derived my place I took the brackets away I used all my skills I've found my place It's down the hill I haven't been myself for the longest time The flame is weak, getting colder If ever there was one time to make things right Heaven help me, I can't find my way The second month is alive These days we race We die for comfort and pride You fail, disgraced I never thought I would say I've lost the thrill I never thought I would blame myself for this I haven't been myself for the longest time The flame is weak, getting colder If ever there was one time to make things right Heaven help me, I can't find my way I cannot see where you are I'm stumbling through the dark Finding traces of everybody else They're closing in from afar The cold has spread through my heart They are replacing me I haven't been myself for the longest time The flame is weak, getting colder If ever there was one time to make things right Heaven help me, I can't find my way