#Say No

When I show up the party's going I don't know why I showed up to this I'm 19, I'm still young So I told myself no getting lit But my adrenaline is flowing I begin to feel the bliss Who had taught me this My family raised me better but I start to slip This has been my limit No intentions ever taking steps To anything that's bigger Than the smoke that I mix with my breath Nothing's left, I guess the party's over now Ain't it funny how the alcoholics taking over now Pour my drink, this is legal Or I think, was I played I don't know, I don't even like the taste Alcohol it comes with age But it's cool, all my friends around the school Drink this stuff, all the time Talking Bud Light with the lime I don't want to be made fun of I'm not trying to go home crying People leaving thinking where am I to sleep And I don't even have a ride To get back to my people, legs are feeble This should be a crime, this should really be illegal I can barely seem to walk straight I notice people all wait On my by the table I think maybe I'll stay What is this, a surprise I cannot believe my eyes, I'm so hype To consume these Columbian white lines Look at everybodies eyes, they're so wide But look at the time It's still crucial to my family that I make it home alive They don't know I'm here, they don't know if I'm alright I've snuck out the house like, one too many times But it's fine, what they don't know cannot hurt them Or at least that's what I'm told But these lines are getting bigger These lines are getting really bold What is this, I don't feel so good I think I took too much Boy shut up, don't you know that we're just starting to have fun Yea you're right, I should shut my mouth As long as I see sun, tell me this How much did I take My vision starts to fade Oh you're fine, you just did a couple lines Maybe 2.8 you should maybe hit the brakes It's getting late, drink some water Alright maybe go a little farther it don't matter You don't need a doctor Hold up, I can't move, I need help But I'm too afraid to ask for it I know that I should be more smart I know that I should handle this I've heard it all before I think an overdose is accurate Maybe this is what it does Maybe this is why their after it I bet that's not accurate I don't even like this stuff It makes me feel like I had just consumed an elephant Wait, I forgot I had drank some alcohol I heard that that is dangerous I hear my savior start to call me home Off this earth, I've not regret this much since birth But I begin to tell myself that my life really isn't worth Doing this, I had missed the point of no return Close my eyes and feel my world around me start to burn It's my fault, I'm to blame I'm the reason no one came To my aid, all I think to do is pray to the lord, that when I close my eyes I plead and pray my soul to take Contemplate, is this how it ends Is this final destination Is this where I meet my fate? I wake up, where am I Am I dead or still alive Am I lowly, am I fly Pray to God up in the sky That I choose my friends more wisely They dispise that I'm bigger I'm more wise Than to put myself around the people That keep their interest over mine I could have kicked the bucket I got lucky You act like this entire situation isn't sucky Ain't it something You put your want of drugs above me I could have died, don't you see that you're the reason why You weren't concerned with me, you just wanted to get high Why not stop me at the alcohol, that's my downward fall Clearly not in the right mind at all To make choices for myself I should have made the call to my friend To my buddy that could get me out of something muddy Cause he loves me he got pissed at me For never calling when I got myself in nothing lovely I need to keep my mind above me