Muscle Memory

My time is ticking and my watch is golden Mind is closed and I have not been open All these parties, I have not been going All these problems, they have not been spoken Stop the moping, you are not the folding type Want this over, fuck it, I could go tonight If I died, I haven't lived a holy life Hell for sure's the only place I'm going, right? Talked to God and He ain't let me know If I should let it go, if I should keep the hope alive I've been over, under, fixed & broken twice I guess the only thing we know is fight I guess the only thing we know is pain If that's the only thing we know, it's strange I'm guessing maybe we should know His name Loving you is like second nature Loving you is like second nature Loving you is like second nature Loving you is like second nature I need you like I need food I need you like I need water I need you like when they told me that I would need school I need you like a son needed his father Need you when times are getting bad I need you when no one else is around I need you when I'm in a crowd I need you like we need love I need your light, I mean now I'm losing grip, I need help I'm falling over, I need balance I need you like I need health I need you like I need silence I need you like I need focus I really need you to notice