Hurtin'

Always late to work sorry boss I try to hide behind Fenty gloss Eyebrows and highlight But the truth is I actually hate my life Always late to school sorry mom I'm almost there Please don't yell It won't be long I got some shit to deal with that I can't explain I can't expect you to help me through my own damn pain It's a feeling in my gut that lingers around Keep a smile on my face although I'm feeling down I know you didn't ask why But since you passed by I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin Can't lie I'm hurting pretty bad And it feels like I'm bleeding because I've never felt so sad Don't mean to be a burden but I'm not ok I just really don't wanna be in your way It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin I'm hurting inside I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin Tried doing therapy it helped for a bit But after all the stress it just didn't do shit Took meds To deal with the shit in my head Laying, drained in my bed I try to forget Try not to let Anyone ruin my piece of mind Doing things that I know that I'll regret And fucking these bitches that ain't even mine Get sad all the time Sometimes for reasons that actually matter but sometimes cause I'm Bitchy and moody Like I'm in a movie I'm overdramatic And some have just had it But I don't really care because I'm such a savage And I'm a big boy with a shit ton of Baggage, baggage, baggage And frankly I've just Had it, had it, had it I don't mean to be so see through But I'm just telling you my truth So that way you have a clue As to why I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin Can't lie I'm hurting pretty bad And it feels like I'm bleeding because I've never felt so sad Don't mean to be a burden but I'm not ok I just really don't wanna be in your way It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin I'm hurting inside I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin It's not a secret, a secret that I tried to hide I keep on thinking bout that day that I almost died I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin I'm hurting inside I'm hurtin, hurtin, hurtin