Where I Go

Falling under fighting rain & thunder Pouring down on the life that i knew Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning Look away, shield my lies from the truth This is where I go when i'm feelin low No one else can know, how i'm feelin tho Cause I feel alone & I feel at home When I turn this music up till the speakers blown I just zone in, its my moment So perfect so I own it I free my mind in between these lines Givin reasons why and im feelin fine No im not next, no im not depressed I just got a lot of stress to get up off my chest No im not next, no im not depressed I just got a lot of shit to get up off my chest I do this all from home, I do this out my bedroom I dont mean to prove you wrong when i stand up here to lecture Face this microphone lookin forward to something better Every morning i wake up in this basement wearing sweatshirts Falling under fighting rain & thunder Pouring down on the life that i knew Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning Look away, shield my lies from the truth Wake up in the morning like there's gotta be more to this On my way to work thinkin Why am I doin this? Watchin the rain as it falls and hits my windsheild Drivin thru the motions while i'm dwelling on my issues This pain that i'm feelin is insane I dont feel good Yellin fuck the world I dont really wanna be here My reason for livin never gets any clearer & I dont like the person look at me in the mirror How you gonna judge when you no you've felt the same? I say what I wanna say, that ain't never gonna change Everyday goin through the growin pains Tryna build my fuckin name Stayin in my lane & they try to box me in So I try an try again, & again an again But I can never fuckin win So I go back in my head again, feelin like i'm dead again Let the demons in & then watch everything Falling under fighting rain & thunder Pouring down on the life that i knew Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning Look away, shield my lies from the truth I just got stuck in my head an passed my exit I been goin through a lot & cant accept things Maybe this is next for me, maybe its my destiny Maybe ill just chase it till the motha fuckin death of me Ahh Dont ever expect from me, anything less then you've ever seen Anything is possible when you chase it like I chase a dream Givin everything is everything and I give everything I need this, its just the way i'm wired I'll sleep when i'm retired, i'm feelin sick an tired Of bein sick an tired all the time ill be honest Times are gettin harder but im climbing out the darkness Cause now I got a place I can talk em off my conscious You don't have to read my mind to no what I think If you feel the way I feel then you no whats at stake I can be your escape, yea I write my mistakes To distract me from the pain & for you i do the same When where Falling under fighting rain & thunder Pouring down on the life that i knew Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning Look away, shield my lies from the truth