Purgatory

What the fuck? Do you want me? I don't love you, you hurt me Just push me, let me fall in purgatory Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me Broken hearted, broken home, that's what life's been like Got nobody, on my own, want to fucking die You don't even check up on me, I'm a fucking risk You like what I've done to my walls? Then you should see my You never really cared But I was always there Now I'm alone, all in despair I hope you rot, I hope you tear (Yuh) Barely coping, you don't wanna know me Thoughts are flowing, feeling pretty lonely Am I good now, now I'm barely breathing? Think I should now, end the pain I'm dealing with? I don't really want to wake up I've been feeling all emotional, I've been choked up Almost thought that you were gonna leave the Earth and be gone But now you're all okay, yeah, I know I'm just fucked What the fuck? Do you want me? I don't love you, you hurt me Just push me, let me fall in purgatory Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me Yeah, I've been losing sleep, I can barely move Waiting every week, I've been feeling blue I don't want to feel, I just want the truth Our love, was it real? Or was it just bull-you? Guess I can say I've been fucked up! Can also say I'm out of love, yuh! I don't have nowhere to go no more I guess all my time and my luck's up! You don't wanna love me, you just wanna hurt me You just want to just see my heart robbed, yeah I'm feeling so lonely, maybe I'll go If I'm being honest, I'm glad that we broke up What the fuck do you want from me? I give you carnage, you want more peace Maybe I should scream a little bit Like I'm all in my emotions cause I am, yuh Corey's dead, Leon's here kid's in a coffin, he won't reappear Dwelling on the past ain't 'gon get you there Guess I'm too fucked up, you're the reason, yeah! What the fuck? Do you want me? I don't love you, you hurt me Just push me, let me fall in purgatory Don't hurt me, you told me that you would love me