Rainbow Road

Why am I afraid Letting you go (Shivering up my spine) (Cold touch is so haunting) (This is my goodbye) (When I walk away, please don't follow me) Is it raining where you are (I secretly pray that you're ok) Cause I'm drowning over here When you look up to the sun Feel warmth through my fears I never got to asking you How distance breaks your shell (Hey) The only comfort that I have With 2000 miles Is we're both alone And I'm on my way home (Twists and turns with no thought I'll make it back to you I scream to God as I breach through the storm I'm holding out for the sake of my humanity Can you reciprocate the feeling) Waiting on your answer for days All the Grey never seems to settle Letters stay lost Or sold like scraps of metal I'll raise the point (it means more than you know) It's beyond sentimental Toe tagged Jane doe scares me a little Now is it worth it (Are you worth it) To wait (for me) For me (to wait) In the position of pain But sure what can I do Morality will ask the question am I good for you Whether it's heaven or hell my choice is always you And I'll say fuck it to the pain I'm down for your abuse I miss your conversation piece and all the laughs we had Even if it was short and all up in my head But fuck my feelings My inner demons will push me on So when this song ends Ima stay sad and drunk So young miss villainous Tell me how you feel Were you the song in my head or were you fucking real Bitter feelings cause I'm left thinking I'm worthless I mean I know I am I just wish it hurt less The only comfort that I have With 2000 miles Is we're both alone And I'm on my way home The only comfort that I have (Lately my days blue) With 2000 miles (And I always think of you) Is we're both alone (And your answer's always grey) And I'm on my way home (Because you never fucking say)