Night Terrors (feat. Jxhn Crxw)

It's a lack of self loving that has got me to this point Yeah that's right, you bring it up but I don't like that talking point so I dodge it Like yeah so I been tryna finesse this project My mind said I'm trippin' off the simple things now And you don't have a choice but to wear me as a big crown Make you feel sick now You just took the last rip, how the hell you gonna sleep now? I start to sweat...if I could stay awake and never think about hitting my bed I'd really be set I'd almost rather get no sleep than get some shitty sleep I write while everybody sleeps these stupid fucking pipe dreams All this feeling shitty's got me really fucking stressed out I feel it physically feel like my heart could blow my chest out Of course my art would go and choose to flow the best now The moment that my arch dips and I can feel my legs doubt My body feels like jello and my head could be detached I just feel like shit is not really commuting in my back My community is trash I need to get back I need to buy my friends some lunch and really catch up But I'm not really tryna see you now Cause as of lately I been stressing out Having episodes when will the season end I hope the summer come and bring the seasoning Cause I been tryna look up and see the evening end I been seeing black and white my vision was in vintage Invented the name but I wont stop till they see I'm me I love bein here in the moment Wish I could control it But fuck i need to own it I'm blind I cannot see Partially it's because the particle beams Right beside me You ever cross ya streams? When I'm feelin' free I sit here glistening Like a star Not too far But I'm a couple thousand light years away (shit) Is this already the end of my days? I wish I was getting paid Instead I sit with a couple cents inside my bank I remember when I used to be the shark inside the fish tank Really but really never change your ways for no niggas Don't forget about the bitches But forget about the bitches You get me? Focus on your self Know your worth Perfect your strength Feel almighty in a way Build a temple in a day I broke Rome Lost my home Rubbed the paint over my face My scars are my message Please just leave a message After you hear the tone Go catch this bone when I throw it Dont choke