Confession (feat. Charismatic Genius)

I'm outta of my head I'm outta of my mind Confessions of me Staring back at this mirror Hoping that I can make it Stressed but I fake it Can you tell that I'm drowning I'm outta of my head I can't tell who he is the mirror sometimes Going back and forth He can't ease his mind Now i lie to myself to get up out of myself I feel he's dying inside I Wish that bullet would of hit you When fill out your pocket and it missed you He tells himself not to get upset Hearing voices in his head Now he feels regret He wished he was a better kid, damn It's not your fault but he soaked it in They always said let it out but he held it in I'm blame myself as adolescent For the actions when said time to learn your lesson Put some water on your feet while i grab the spoon After that I watched you eat from the other room, damn Flashbacks come creepin make your skin crawl He watched dad drag his nails down the drywall Its probably your fault That he had you And mother even hates that she had you , damn He did read the letter that she wrote him Years later just to hear the words spoken Tell your brother that you never loved him I can't, i can't hear you Did you speak are you saying something Now I know you're a piece of shit How you say that to your fam you ain't bout shit nigga See, I ask myself Who am i He says Ive wonder where been It's been so long you should of killed yourself See there's beauty in death don't lie to yourself Your parents don't love you Your friends they hate you I tell myself i love you And That's wrong? Now i see theres missing a bigger picture With you there's a problems And you the answer to solve it Say goodbye Just off him I feel so empty I'm all alone Can't talk to nobody I'm stuck in my head I feel so empty I'm all alone Can't talk to nobody I'm stuck in my head I'm outta of my head I'm outta of my mind Confessions of me Staring back at this mirror Hoping that I can make it Stressed but I fake it Can you tell that I'm drowning I'm outta of my head At a point and time he had a lot friends He grew distance from his family Cuz of back then So naive that they handled him You ain't shit nigga Even tho he licks wit you Small portion as cut, he ain't wit crew Until he gets the tattoo I don't want to hear it Man stop bitch and get the tattoo They'll think you're cool and now you got the juice All you gotta do is sell a Lil cocaine After that then i promise they will know your name Can we pick up some Yea, ok dad Can i ride too Yea, ok dad Ok Nicky let's get to this fast money All we gotta do is pick up and drop off On the way to drop shit went bad Gotta from call from my homie and he sound sad We got raided and we swear it's you What How you figure what is wrong with you Plus you know i would never lie to you He tried to trace his steps to find a clue Nothing there what is he to do But to try to take the blame only made it worse Target on his back waiting for that black Hurst Why live when i wanna die Years later heard the truth It was all them It was all a lie I feel so empty I'm all alone Can't talk to nobody I'm stuck in my head I feel so empty I'm all alone Can't talk to nobody I'm stuck in my head I'm outta of my head I'm outta of my mind Confessions of me Staring back at this mirror Hoping that I can make it Stressed but I fake it Can you tell that I'm drowning I'm outta of my head