Anxiety

Voices man, they echo in the silence Disconnected differences that balance in my eyelids The dissonance is leavin prints my fists are clenched in violence I'm a danger to myself, yeah I'm the mirror man's resistance Persistent, always pushin to do better But in my mind I'm short I got this personal vendetta Like my ship has sailed, and ima pirate with no treasure Rainbows in the distance but brainstormin through the weather NOW I, Trek the path Ive chosen The past Can't Let It Go my soul is cold as Elsa's Frozen I smoke a bowl with melatonin try and float away, I see the buoys cross the ocean And now I'm givin chase I'm stuck in second place I'm runnin with the tortoise as the hare is setting pace My Palms across my face, and it really fuckin sucks at 26 I'm falling further from my grace But it's hard to claim I'm lonely when I also need my space FUCK I got this monster inside of me, I fuckin live with anxiety Yeah, I got this monster inside of me, I fuckin live with anxiety... Missin pieces in the puzzle Secrets deep inside of me my lobotomy I mute em with a muzzle Astounded by the things I found now drowned into a muffle Rain clouds pounding down and now I'm walking through the puddles That's anxiety... yeah that's anxiety Yeah, so lemme paint a different picture People turn to the bottle, others to the scriptures I'm somewhere in the middle but can't seem to find my fixture Mind is racin 8s it's forever now I figure That's overhead like management I'm fuckin sick it's cancerous The damage in my brain, cerebral's got no bandages Abandonment, issues I can't handle it It's fuckin got me pushin people out just to see whose fuckin family DAMN, and I ain't wanna be the issue Don't wanna be your basket case so fuckin keep your tissues Don't treat me with the exceptions, no need to preach no reverends Just be inside my life man I need to feel your presence Don't wanna be no burden, and I know I'm far from perfect So lemme know I'm wanted I just need to feel a purpose I'm hurtin and I need to feel I'm worth it I'm sorry for the trouble man but I struggle feeling worthless... damn I got this monster inside of me, I fuckin live with anxiety Yeah, I got this monster inside of me, I fuckin live with anxiety Missin pieces in the puzzle Secrets deep inside of me my lobotomy I mute em with a muzzle Astounded by the things I found now drowned into a muffle Rain clouds pounding down and now I'm walking through the puddles That's anxiety... yeah that's anxiety I see the devil come to knock again Serpent's skin like a moccasin I see the devil come to knock again Outta breath like no oxygen That's anxiety... yeah that's anxiety