Cold Winter

I get caught up in the saddest lies that try to kill my drive and pull me over Red and blue lights will mean the day that it's all over Did they admit me just to satisfy a quota? I never met Whitney, but I need a new kidney cause these bottles startin' taste like soda Dazed into days they turn over, Grown afraid of when I grow older Most days not enough sober, Never double cup, but hope I did enough that there's days I'll lean on your shoulder And cry Wallflower so I'm on the side, my guy my hand on your thigh! Wise guys but if it was flight or fight you'd be out of sight in blinks of my eye We got the business nothing you can buy in Poke your chest if you want the violence And bygones can be gone were all better off in silence Walkin with a rain cloud, weather always rainy No matter the weather they never tame me It was never any time in the day for the complacency Wrote this shit in stone, ain't no legacy erasing HE Calms his nerves just by lighting the cohiba up Sip straight from the bottle so he never ever needed cups Don't know the love, from the ladies all he seen is lust The winters coming, he just knowing he gon freeze em up Winters cold It's gettin colder I find my soul My world gets old All my pain I hope to god I still stay sane Place on hold Turn the shoulder They call my home Let em ring my phone Call me name I hope to god I still stay sane Meant what I said and I said what I wrote Couldn't drown me even if you tried to rock the boat You just a glass house with some broken windows Only hurt yourself with the stones that you throw Knowing what I know, we just putting on a show On the other hand, they be saying I do the most I just keep it boomin cause we blooming like a rose out the concrete Fuck me, this shit is looking ugly For you and your lil homies For us, it's looking lovely Save a couple plates cause we coming And we bringing company HR can't even touch me I just sit back and roll the leaf I don't know why she on to me, so fond of me Few weeks later then done with me The time is lining up perfectly I'm heating up like 3rd degree The block is hot Cool him off? Probably not Woke up just to quit my job, what the fuck Soon as I get my gigs up, the jigs up I'll let em know (two weeks) Saw a wav tearing up the path Common trails'll only get you last Oh I, my my Don't it feel good to live, ol shuck, niggas have to jive Gotta to give low fucks, passin down the colt 45, no luck Elderly was even on the vibe, slow Bucks, nessy All 10s like messi, metronome be getting stuck Want my money upfront, ain't got no job Ain't got no time I gotta go and so you know im tryna flow and recognize whats in my mind I need some peace, tryna let go Hey I gotta smooth blunt im rollin on the low You see the whole me is on a need to know That's for my niggas, case closed Speaker clickers, base bose Nother picture, nigga pose Apollo took me higher to the surface, caught the wav myself a nigga gotta know Winters cold It's gettin colder I find my soul My world gets old All my pain I hope to god I still stay sane Place on hold Turn the shoulder They call my home Let em ring my phone Call me name I hope to god I still stay sane AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH (OH GOD) I HOPE TO GOD I STILL STAY SANE Ok