Somewhere Ahead of You

Tell me why I don't know you Tell me why I don't care Show me your darkest secrets I'll pretend that I'm there We all got inner demons I just put mine right here My heart so empty but I I don't think that I care Cellophane gang Monty Python with a chain Smokin' midrange cuz the music never payin' But I'm hearing watchu sayin' Triple faces ain't even in the game Actin like they playing So we know Shit won't be the same Frauds in the way Too many on Sunday They be speaking on gunplay Acting tough but ain't gon' swing I was alone and the phone rang It better be money I know what you told me Still gon' do this shit my way Okay maybe my influence A little bit skewered Grew up as a viewer They said that I was a "free thinker" Uh Yeah that's in quotes Know what I mean A free drinker, one Who drowns in moats I couldn't breathe Quick sinker If you Drown then you'll float So coast to coast I just ghost on em And that goes to show I finna try harder Won't expose my home Blood thicker than water Now I know for sure Who gonna die for it So fuck the truth and sobriety I'll never let 'em get what's inside of me I'll never let her take the real from outta me I ain't even talking about fucking anatomy Uh I'm really talking about somewhere ahead of you bruh Cuz I can't ever stopped Even when I'm shit faced drunk Off all that Vyvanse and wop She still gon' give me that top I learned the power of thought/thot Is incredible Tell me why I don't know you Tell me why I don't care Show me your darkest secrets I'll pretend that I'm there We all got inner demons I just put mine right here My heart so empty but I I don't think that I care Freestyling in the kitchen had the party goin' crazy At a couple campuses and city life amazing Had a couple people make me question What I'm chasing And breathing on the mirror Caused the vision to get hazy But I ain't chasing nothin' dawg I'm runnin' this shit We takin' off in spaceships huh This ain't a brand new whip I got rust on the side And this love inside my eyes Purpleheart upon the ropes Hope I don't get penalized For tryna make my life so much more than Getting by But I'm not a party rapper Fuck with all those douche bag pricks I'm more of an official lapper I just put my two cents in And got a dollar backward None of these white sharks gon' swim Don't pass that backwoods backwards That tobacco make me sick You only want the status So I cannot call you kin Another 60 seconds I can feel my watch hand spin Another fucking minute And I would have let you in So give it up sinnin' God ain't just gon' let you win There really ain't a heaven Everything comes from within So you ain't gotta label me cuz that's how it is Label this Label that Give us names until we snap I just wanna love myself And the family that I have Charlie bouta fucking crawl And she look just like her dad But a beautiful little girl On a fast track path Look into her uncles's eyes Like "why he sad" Tell me why I don't know you Tell me why I don't care Show me your darkest secrets I'll pretend that I'm there We all got inner demons I just put mine right here My heart so empty but I I don't think that I care Speak what you sought And you'll be alright Undeniably bright under resilient lights You ain't even hearing us right You ain't even hearing me right So you be fearing it While I experiment with the mic And then the realest Get realer yet This unbearable might Building up these pyramid lyrics I'm talkin' brick by brick So its imperative That I get the fuck outta this place As you can see I'm prepared to doin' whatever it takes And I ain't sharing it But You can have a hit Cuz I forgive you Yeah I forgive you