Isolation

I do not know I do not feel Wait, can I even heal A dark hall A dark room Closing in It's way too soon It's a full moon I'm not ready to go Not ready to leave People I know I don't want them to grieve I know it's a test And I'm constantly failing Sinking in water My arms, I'm flailing Drowning, drowning, drowning, drowning, drowning It's not what I want It's not what I need Not what I deserve I never agreed A state of mind I cannot change It's living with me Day to day I'm gonna live, survive I'll see another day I know what I need Know what to do But I just can't do it Not something I choose Yeah, yeah A big blue bruise Across my chest It's right above my heart Don't go home I can't be alone I need you Hope you want me too I can't take this anymore A constant weight A dreadful roar Blood washing up on shore It's Seeping from my pores Don't go home I can't be alone I need you Hope you want me too I can't take this anymore It's a constant weight A dreadful roar Blood washing up on shore It's seeping from my pores It's way too late I can't turn back But the weight of this pain On my muscles, they're taxed My veins are turning black And my skin is turning red The fire keeps on burning But it's burning in my head I feel like I should say something But I think it's too much trouble But then again it can't be good That my walls have turned to rubble The defenses in my head Are slowly crawling away And the poison in my veins Is starting to make its way Straight into my mind Straight into my brain Poisoned to the core I've given up this game It's not what I want It's not what I need Not what I deserve I never agreed A state of mind I cannot change It's living with me Day to day I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive I'll see another day I know what I need Know what to do But I just can't do it Not something I choose A big blue bruise Across my chest It's right above my heart, so Don't go home I can't be alone I need you Hope you want me too I can't take this anymore A constant weight A dreadful roar Blood washing up on shore It's seeping from my pores Don't go home I can't be alone I need you Hope you want me too I can't take this anymore A constant weight A dreadful roar Blood washing up on shore It's seeping from my pores