An Introduction

Welcome to my world Come and take a look inside of it Open up your minds for a moment This a moment you won't like to miss Insights a gift you'll find within the darkness you're residing in The slightest glint of lights enough to find enough to fight again To find enough to rise again At night you'll find me vibein til i find enough to write again I try to vent my feelings keep no secrets put my life in text Cuz if I don't describe the things inside my head then I'd be dead I know it's sad to say it But I have to say it Many times I'd wish that I could die so I don't have to take this Weight upon my shoulders way too much to bare Not sleeping or not eating right Lethargic and I know it takes too much to care Life ain't fair and that's not a myth It's full of shattered dreams and broken promises And I'm telling you now cuz you're gonna live Something way worse I can promise this You can count on one hand all the man That you meet in your life that will know what honest is And to be honest I been on this on my own grind By now I should have been accomplished in my own right But it's hard to get a piece out here When you cannot find the solace in your own mind So I had to make this promise on my own I've fought for the cause walked the course in my own time 05 Road to improvement, reached the conclusion You can never finish what you started if you slow out here Cuz everybody tryna fly So if you listen to my lyrics you will find That I can make a difference I'm so different that I find That im standing on my own out here So close to the edge I can see my fate I take a deep breath as I breach the tape Lord knows it's a leap that I need to take So Ok now before that I jump I gotta question Tell me are you down for the cause Will you really be around to support Are you really gonna pick me from the ground if I fall ?? If you're calling it love Here's a question If I tell you that I'm out to record If you ring me and im really not about for the call Will you think that I'm just busy or be out of the door? See I've found out before That no matter how deep you're in love you can lose it Let me tell you that the key is the trust And no matter how you feel you just can't get it back if you abuse it No matter the excuses No matter what they do if You think that I'm telling you a lie then Look into my eyes And I can guarantee that you will see exactly what the truth is Lord knows that I do this I ain't gotta prove shit By myself I been doing this a long time Long nights battling my demons that harass me As I'm dreaming it's no wonder I can never say I'm on time You gotta have a strong mind And that's something I struggle with See they know about Brinkworth But haven't got a clue what "Double" did They don't know a thing about that What they talk in their bars know I been about that What you know about keys in the freezer a week and you need more It's cold but I been about that I done walked cross the coals of the fire so close to the wire 4 Years made a living like that Shouldn't be living like that But the position im at Right now i could bring it right back Cuz I been so low down on my knees In myself I  couldn't show no belief I seen things that my eyes wish that I'd never seen The images so vivid in my mind I can see That no matter how hard that I find this to be This the moment I been waiting all this time just to see So I rise to my feet Breathe I take strength from the times I was weak Cuz its hard out here Cuz everybody tryna fly So if you listen to my lyrics you will find That I can make a difference I'm so different that I find That im standing on my own out here So close to the edge I can see my fate I take a Deep breath as I breach the tape Lord knows it's a leap that I need to take And it sounds like...