Drunk & Sad

I swear it's like my life Gets harder every day And I'm giving up the fight I'm just tired of rainy days And the girl of my dreams Yeah she left and went away Now I'm drunk and I'm Sad She ain't calling out my name It's just a part of life we all go through it Maybe one day we'll get together and redo it Word on the street says wear it if the shoe fits But the bottle inside me said fuckin' screw this I'm so depressed there's somedays that I wanna die I need some medication for what I fell inside Hold me tight because I don't wanna say goodbye How would you react if I tried suicide Maybe I was born this way Born to be sad Worn away Not what I planned Don't wanna throw it away Please understand Sick of heartbreak I cannot stand And girl you fucked with me mentally You will never understand what you meant to me All I have now is the pictures and the memories If I die tonight babe I hope you remember me I can't think of a time that I've been more scared It's getting so hard for me to just breathe air My hearts been torn to pieces and it can't be repaired I'm holding onto you knowing you never cared Why should I stay I already know oh I have to go Why should I stay When it always goes wrong Until today, I used to fight It's hard to let go Why should I stay When it always goes wrong Now I'm staring at a bottle of pills Throw them all back cuz I don't wanna feel Sweat to God this depressions gonna get me killed Sorry to my family I'm just keeping it real But why should I stay when it all goes wrong Nothing goes my way I am not this strong Look at all this pain that this girl has cause Pour another drink cuz I feel so lost Every time I drink I get blackout drunk I got so fuckin hurt now I wanna give up Take another sip until I'm feelin numb Cuz anytime I'm sober I wanna grab the I wish that I was sharing smiles instead of crying When I say I'm doing fine now you know I'm lying Sweat to fucking God I almost bought this girl a big ol' diamond She was the right one just the wrong timing She ain't coming back now I gotta learn to accept it I know that's facts but for right now I reject it Blame it on me if you felt neglected I want a new beginning hoping for a resurrection I miss you so much wish you never left me Now that you're not here I never felt so empty Maybe tonight's the night I drink to much please don't tempt me Just send your prayers to heaven cuz I need a blessing Why should I stay I already know oh I have to go Why should I stay When it always goes wrong Until today, I used to fight It's hard to let go Why should I stay When it always goes wrong